Today's Feeling

Hurmm..

My feeling are mixed up, between happy, confusing etc.

Today is my second day. I keep my mouth shut cause I dont know what to say to other people. Except to my next table colleague. She is a chinese woman and very friendly.

I know I need to change my attitude but seems like my mind is not at rest.

I dont know whats wrong with me.

Isnt it this is my dream job?

May Allah helps me.

='(((((